Life is what happens while you're busy making plans...

Previous plans have had to be put on hold and I may be a little sporadic (more so then normal!) over then next few weeks. We just found out on Tuesday that after being on the public waiting list for more then a year, Shane is having his heart surgery on Tuesday and will then be at home recovering for 12 weeks. I am shocked, scared, relieved, organizing, terrified, panicked, trying to stay positive, a million things at once. I keep crying at every little thing and we have been trying to pack as much into these three days as possible. Signing leases, organizing payments, wills, loans, time off work. I am so relieved my mum is coming down to stay with me so I don't worry myself sick once he goes in. This really is a good thing because we have been in a holding pattern just waiting for this day but now that it is here, I don't feel strong enough or brave enough to deal with it. Wish us luck and a speedy recovery!