Goodbye old friend!

I'll miss you "Terry"ably! Enjoy retirement, the place won't be the same without you!

Befores and Afters

Some major changes happened at home this weekend and I can't believe the difference it has made to how I am feeling. The place is literally lighter and less overbearing and that is exactly how I feel too. Lighter. Still a lot of clearing and planting to go but I feel more optimistic about staying here now.

Changes

I feel so bad about the long absences on here. I have been around and doing lots of stuff but there are a lot of changes happening in my life and although I am trying really hard to be open to them, I am also very anxious and scared about it all.

I thought I was ready for change, that I was going to be able to embrace it. I was looking forward to it. Things in my life have been stagnant for too long and I was hoping to shake things up a bit. But now, the closer I get, the more scared I become. I need more faith that things will work out in the end. I know they do. I just don't feel it yet.

Here's hoping that a weekend of physical labour will help get out some of the frustration and fear I have and hopefully I will feel a bit more on top of things soon and can get back to some sort of normal soon!

A Couple of LO's

I had some very good news last night and all the enthusiasm meant I had the energy/inclination to scrap a couple of layouts. Hoping for some more enthusiasm soon... I really need it tonight!

Back Again

I haven't disappeared, I've just been hibernating through this very long, cold winter. Not much crafting has been going on but I did jump on the band wagon last night, and made this for Shane. The story of our engagement. Sweet, unrehearsed, and a little bit scared.

I apologize in advance for the photos but I never actually see the sunlight at the moment!